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THE WEDDING May 9, 2012 6:33 am
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The beach wedding
The locking of hearts
The sand and the sea
Together forever
Through eternity

And into the soft sand we fell, softly and with grace, the breeze swept your skin, and I knew there and then, and smiled. The sun peaked as the charm of what could be forever, held me in awe. The dream of want, quenched as I had reached memories within lifetimes of bliss.

I have the feelings, know the signs, faceless innuendos, passion throughout time.

And I watched the wedding, of people I did not know, their faces extraordinary, containing the glow. You’ve seen it, that loving calm that excites the soul. I smiled as I walked the shore, knowing that it’s never too late. The simplest of backdrops, sun, sea, and sand. Yet, the most unforgettable, and easiest to understand.

It's rained 3 days now, 2 more to come. Saturday I'm hoping to launch my boat, time to have fun.

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Seeing Where I Am May 2, 2012 12:34 pm
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From my window:
I see the world as I want
I want the world I see
Without someone in my world
I lose part of me
What I see:
Bond of love
My destiny
Shared adventures
Accentuated Simplicity
When:
It could be today
I know it’s soon
Maybe tomorrow
I don’t really know

I’m starting my new life, passed the old, reaching out, still seems cold.
Yet the sun starts the day, and the waves push the clutter away, and we melt into the noise of each other as the view pulls into a fade of what once was.

We go on.
Smiling to ourselves, forgetting our age, but not our pains.
Wanting our needs yet needing our wants, and we smile with faith of tomorrow and hope of the dream.

Living for the moment:
Basking in today
Smiling into the sun
Fear is a youthful sign of fun
Fun is held dear, perhaps it’s just begun

And I’m slow to anger, eager to please, calm to be with, seeking my destiny.


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NO TIME TO WASTE Apr 27, 2012 11:03 am
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It’s another Friday!!!!!
Where I’m going, I just don’t know.

Life is funny for me. Yet, I’m on the edge of breaking away from how I’ve been for some time now. Maybe I’ll regain some confidence too? The month of May will be a lean month, and then June will be the end of an era for me. (Child support) July will be a saving month, and then August will be vacation month! I’ve booked a vacation already, and I’m so happy too!

This summer my boat will be a vehicle of pride as well as happiness. I can’t wait!!!!
Just the thought of being on the water excites me! I love walking boat docks in the early morning, and watching the sun rise knowing that time is my own. And I can adventure to anywhere I please!

It’s all so quant and yet powerful, filled with passion, and heart.

So many places I’ve been, and so many I want to go back to. Lots of memories, some bring joy and some sadness. Sadness from loss, joy from the experience of being alive, and a knowing that comes from wisdom. I wanted to talk with you, and explain how I am, so you would understand my fears and firsts. It’s slow in the beginning, and soft. Perhaps you know and understand. Time will tell.

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Smiling as the cards are dealt
Knowing the combinations by heart
I read your face, and know your thoughts
See the ante
Begin to start.

And your boldness steps forth
Edging toward a bluff
Calmly I wait, watching my cards
Hearing the sea, feeling the breeze
Closing my eyes, in peaceful harmony

And the game plays out
King over Queen
Serious fun
Over and done
Turning for home
Searching your eyes
Wanting more
Then just wasting time

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Pink Sky's Apr 25, 2012 6:34 am
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Pink sky with a purple hue, puffy clouds within reach of you, and my day begins almost anew.

Passion play, dream away, planning out my escape today, and as I wonder of your direction, my smile slowly stays in motion. Faded memories of warm beginnings drift past my longing as I enter the realm of truly belonging.

Truly belonging: I don't think I've ever truly belonged to anything.

I question silently as if a space traveler. Calculating, the over simplified, repeating what is spoken and how. Then turning to the sun I smile.

Thoughts of the pink purple hue sky bring me comfort of wellness in the world as I go about my day. I hope you all find contentment in all you do this day!

Yes, I'm thinking of you.

So calm the morning sea, truly something I could never leave.

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How Far Apr 23, 2012 6:42 am
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Someone asked me how far are you from the beach.

Well, about a football field away. If I walk out my back door and look down the street, over the top of a roof I see the water. I actually have to walk down the road before I see beach.

Asked If I like my job? (what is my job) I've been getting paid from a factory for the past 19 years. what I do there changes monthly, but within the bounds of industry. At the moment I am the HSE coordinator. No degrees, just common sense, which is uncommon today. How far I will travel and where I'd like to go on vacation is up in the air at the moment. I'll get back to you.

Feel free to ask me anything you wish!
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Sensual Diversions Apr 18, 2012 6:34 am
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The morning clouds rushed to shape the day, but the sun pushed through anyway.
My room held the view, while my thoughts were of you, because I now know the truth.

Life is to love
Cold is the wait
Finding you now
Whatever it takes

And we danced, with words of spectacular emotions. Feelings of deepest intimacy only true romantics could conceive. Photographs and memories, without being there, within the thoughts and hearts of exceptional encounters, only to fade away.

Diversion granted
Lost in place
Beholding beauty
Angelic Face

The acting of how we wish to be seen remarkably sets the pace. What it is we really mean is what is truly at stake. The future could be shorter that a blink.

Embraced by freedom
Longing for love
Commitment forever
Seeking the one

Nothing really matters, as the jet touched down, lost is everything, without you now.

Reach out
Hold me
Make us one

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Vermont Apr 16, 2012 6:20 pm
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I saw the sun rise, felt the breeze
Knew the way, through the trees
The barn stood at the foot of the field
backdrop the mountains, fore thought of you.

And I wish you could feel this, soak it into your soul.
Knowing the echo of living, loving life as you do!

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The Morning Rise Apr 3, 2012 11:08 am
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The glowing charm of a new beginning caresses my heart as the sun rises to the East.
Over looking the brackish sea, the tide ebbs gently as the shallows cast their silt from the flats, carried to the sound, for the winter was mild and the rain fell soft, so the spring debris was sparse and light. Gazing toward the dunes ahead, young flowers pushed through the soil as their buds came quick. Every thing buzzed with energy, as the fresh scent of spring coated the region. And of the past I dreamt. With thoughts of summer and an eye towards love, smiling into the sun, I walk the shore alone.

Angelic faces, distant places, always an adventure as I tread past what never should be forgotten.

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Energys beyond the Sun Mar 27, 2012 11:06 am
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Have you felt the spark of electricity within my soul?
Have you seen the emotional blasts of energy that pulls you closer still?
And you smile

Perhaps you've been alone?
Planning of things to come.
When you stumble upon the shore of life, and grasp the awakening breath of change.
As in the tarot cards or lines upon your palms, you stop, to know the distance, or maybe you hear the echo within my soul.

Still I wander the shore
Before the dusk
In search of an us

Where's your hand
To hold
Your lips
To caress

Glowing ambers of once the flame
Now only softness of lost refrains

Strolling the sand
Searching the tide
Waiting in silence
Biding my time

And you smile into the storm because you understand, so much more. It's not the words, but the tone and body movements spoken. Understanding, within a touch, that once we've met, you could never go back again. The same true for me, for you are my destiny. And the sea is lonely no more, as the sun warms our path, and the place for all is set. We till the plot which is filled with toile. Smiling into the sun, contented forever more.

It's the animals that pull at our heartstrings, be it dogs or cats or horses and such. It’s the unconditional love that sways you to pet, and rub and hold them close as they nuzzle into your heart. The ability to wander, moving fluidly as they conquer the day, and break the mold of should’s and don’ts. Dreaming in their sleep that we were they.

While I wish my life were more of the same, my eyes gaze into the ripples of what was.

And I wish you were there.

As a tear washes past a castle made of sand.

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The Spring Dawn !!! Mar 22, 2012 3:57 am
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The sun caught the clouds sleeping as it pushed the morning awake. The sea was calm as the breeze had died and nothing was the same. Lulled into a summers dream, I cast my fears aside. Hoping for another wish, so romance would never pass me by. The charm of beach sand and tan lines, and of never growing old, swirl through my nights into the dawn smiling like the sun.

My boat needs bottom paint, and there’s a crack in the tubing of the hard top that needs welding. Batteries need charging and checked under load. Compounding and waxing, cleaning in general, and then I'm good to go!

Another season, another year, another adventure to rise. Talk of fish, and shawls to drift, harbors of refuge, places to moor, with new charts and tides to come, excitement is at the door. Alone in my thoughts, against the wind, passionately driven to the sea once more.


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